(03-30-2024, 08:59 PM)Linxxy Wrote: Your Character or Steam Name: Linxx
SteamID: STEAM_0:0:564750071


Your Discord ID: linxxthegreat
Reason for Ban: N/A
Length of Ban: Permanent
Reason for Appeal (Apology): I have had three long years to think about my actions, three long years to grow as a person and leave the degenerate activities I used to engage in behind me, three long years to watch my friends engage in roleplay I took for granted that looks genuinely fun to play, three years to sit on what I did, and what I said. I first joined Diverge on Tuesday, August 3rd 2021, from there on I continued to play for a total of 6 days, during that time I participated in active roleplay, even going as far as becoming a Underboss of a faction. I wish to own what I did, I had many bans, my last ban was by Fishman, originally for 3 months, but 13 year old me decided to scream and baby rage and demand for it to be permanent, which Fishman ended up doing. Following that, I post a ban appeal on this very forum, I was denied, which was deserved considering my actions and what I had done. I wish to formally apologize to Rem, and all the other staff who may still very well be playing from that time for the trouble I caused them. I wish to formally apologize for Rem, for the specific instance when upon being denied to be unbanned, my 13 year old self decided to say I was going to rape this person. This was one of the most horrendous things I've ever said to anyone in my long history of being on the internet, to this day I regret it, and have been thinking for a long time on how to phrase a formal apology to this person, to Rem, I hope that regardless of me remaining banned or getting unbanned, even if you may never forgive me for what I said, that you can remember that I truly regret everything I did especially the comment that I made. Unfortunately this is not the end of my mistakes, following being denied to be unbanned I decided to abuse the fact that the server had not yet made a way to prevent those permanently banned from alting onto the server. This is another one of my many mistakes that I deeply regret, I should have taken my ban like a man, instead I chose to further disrespect not only the server but the very staff that ran it by continuing to break the rules on a alt account. I finally decided to write this ban appeal after years of watching how the server progressed and became better, I was recently shown a video of the new update coming out that looks like the most insane update I've seen on any Gmod server, seeing this video was the final push, solidifying my choice to finally own everything I've done, to finally apologize to all those I hurt, all those I continually disrespected, those that I said those vile, disgusting things to. I'm not ashamed to admit it, during the time in which I was playing diverge I was in a extremely deep whole mentally, using all games to vent all the pent up frustration I had from real life sources, since then I like to think I've grown as a person and left behind the decrepit, degenerate activities that I used to engage in. The person I was, was truly the lowest point in my entire life, when I look back I'm disgusted by the things I would say, the ways I would treat those around me, and who I was as a person in general. To Rem, Canadian, Pendred, I don't know if you even remember the circumstances behind me being banned, or my time on the server at all, and like I said before, regardless of this ban appeal being denied or accepted I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me and know that I apologize more than I can put into words for everything I've said, and all of the headaches I may have caused you. 


Why Should I Be Unbanned: I do not think that I deserve a unban, you by no means owe me anything at all, especially considering everything I've done, I only wish to be reunited with my friends who still play the server, and get a chance as a now 16 year old young man to properly engage in RP.

(04-01-2024, 08:52 PM)Yober Wrote: Hello! Please link your alt account(s)